Growing up we had these cool bracelets that I couldn't get enough of. I would give them to my friends and stand by the words. Can you guess what bracelets I’m thinking of? Four simple words that can mean so much W.W.J.D. These bracelets were all over everyone's hands at the time (and were soon replaced by live strong and breast cancer bracelets supporting modern day medicine.)  W.W.J.D. stood for What Would Jesus Do? Its a simple question with a different answer for each problem you are trying to solve, but the answer always seemed to come to you if that was the solution you choose to take or not. So what would Jesus do today as we get closer and closer to our world revelations, lets make some resolution's.
Matthew {9:35} Jesus went about all the cities and the villages, teaching in their synagogues, and preaching the Good News of the Kingdom, and healing every disease and every sickness among the people.
As the year 2010 came to a halt I started asking myself what good have I done in the past to help anyone other then myself. Everything that I could think of revolved around money and pleasure. Even when I would do favors or help someone I always expected something in return, only to receive more pain and guilt.
Here came some of that pain. In my early years I was a short kid that would get picked on for being different, I would lash out in class and quickly found the only way to take the getting made fun of was to make fun of school so you could call me a class clown of sorts. In school suspension became my second home. I hated school. Heck I hated myself. Little childish white lies and young crushes on girls that I felt I had no chance with later realizing all I had to be was myself and a lot of this pain could have gone away. Three high schools later, I was now in the real world working at the local grocery store in the bakery. Finally, I was out of school and I didn't want to go back. I was making what I thought was good money and having fun with my new friends. I could be found playing pool at the strip club almost every night. I soon knew most of the girls that worked there and to make extra money to support my own habits I would sell drugs from the club everyday. I became hocked on cocaine and regularly took multiple pills a night. They seemed to numb the pain, until I realized my entire life was just an illusion of happiness. Half of my friends were fake and using me and the other half hated what I had become. Could you imagine being so hooked on a drug that not only was it your biggest expense but when your money run out you sold your dog for drugs? Looking back its still hard for me to believe what I had become. Who could possibly love someone like me? If I don't love myself enough that I had to take drugs to feel happy or to have fun who could? I then wrote a blog on my MySpace denouncing my addictions and admitting  to most of my wrongs as tears fell from my face with every word describing myself being so painful to admit. I soon had a large response from my friends with their concern and helpful advice. They all knew how bad I had gotten and were all willing to give me their second hand. What had I done not only had I become addicted to these drugs but I pushed them on those around me. They became addicted as well. Some followed suit with me and quit. Others still stuck in this addiction all so that I could make a few bucks to support my own problems. After high school my life revolved around money possessions and drugs that is what had become my god more or less I was worshiping these things instead of my Heavenly Father
It wasn't until a few years later that I would return to church where I found every word of the pastors to flow through me kicking me in the chest yet lifting me up. Knowing I was still his child, I was a lost sheep, a sinner.

Exodus{10:17} Now therefore please forgive my sin again, and pray to the Lord your God, that he may also take away from me this death.”

Matthew{12:28} But if I by the Spirit of God cast out demons, then the Kingdom of God has come upon you.

This trip to me means a starting point. I would like to think of my life as a graft. I am approaching 25 years of life and I would like to see that as a quarter life cleansing in Jesus love. I cant say that I have done much to help other's 25 years.  In my opinions I have accomplished nothing. I have many stories that would blow minds but nothing that has done any good! I want not only the rest of my life to be selfless this next year on the world race to be that starting point in July when that "gun" shoots and the race starts, I don't want the change to ever end I am ready to sacrifice everything I own leave everything behind to share Gods love to help others and to no longer care about these materials that hold me back. What's to stop me from breaking life's routine of living for yourself and actually for once do something for everyone I can with gods love that's what I want to fill the gap of the rest of my life with (/////   JESUS  LOVE        )




Matthew{19:24} Again I tell you, it is easier for a camel to go through a needle's eye, than for a rich man to enter into the Kingdom of God.”

Looking at this verse from Matthew it reminds me that our treasures on earth are temporary and our life's are short lived. Our perception of time is changed by the essence of our survival in this day in age. Our distractions maybe our 40 hour work week. Some of us work more then we sleep and we no longer remember our dreams. You may cover or even drench your problems with alcohol. As I was walking downtown the other day, I noticed almost every storefront I passed was a bar or a club. It got me to thinking just how much of our economy is stimulated by these packed venues with folks paying $5 for a beer. When we got back to the car later that night on the parking meeter it says No parking form 2 am-5 am. I then realized just how many people are drinking and driving not to mention the only time that our public transportation is not running is around the time these thousands of people are leaving downtown. About 30 thousand people in Colorado are arrested every year for dui. Did you know that generates 300,000,000 in revenue for the state? if the average dui cost over 10k. It may seem I got a little off topic but Denver refuses to have public transportation to keep these drunk people off the street, who is to know just how many people are really driving drunk risking our lives everyday a problem that would be easy to fix but we are so wrapped up in money and riches. For the cost of one meal at your favorite fast food joint could feed a family for a week or longer in these starving countries. The cost of your car could start an economy for a village and dig a well for drinking water they have to walk miles to fetch. in India there are humans just like you and I that work 10 hrs a day cutting rice by hand and their payment for their work is rice. Yes the same rice you buy at the store there is someone slaving for you and what do we do to help? Eat there rice? There are multiple problems all over the world that it may seam to much for you to help. I pray that God sets it in your heart to help me help these people overseas even if it is a small donation to sponsor me. Every dime counts and God will bless you for blessing these people with Gods Word by building churches, fighting human trafficking, caring for the homeless, teaching English in schools, living with gypsies, providing orphans with homes, reaching out to prostitutes, and feeding the hungry and help these countries Romania, Ukraine, India, Nepal, Rwanda, Kenya, Uganda, Thailand, Cambodia, Vietnam, and Philippines finally see the light.

not only am I planning on doing mission work for a entire year in 11 countries but I will be bringing my HD cam corder to make a documentary well multiple my plan is for any revenue that comes from these documentaries will then go back to help the city's that I will visit its time for our people to wake up and stand up to do something. When will there be a generation that doesn’t just picket in hopes someone cares but actually make a change themselves. my hope is it is my generation and every generation to follow will stand for something more then themselves

Revelation {17:17} For God has put in their hearts to do what he has in mind, and to be of one mind, and to give their kingdom to the beast, until the words of God should be accomplished.